I'm missy I V Y
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If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I drop into a well! @ 4:43 AM
Bday wishes started throwing in 1 week before my bday. I have a very nice bday.
He smashed everything. Till this moment, my mind is in a lost! He gave me a very good bday present! A truth that i had never expect it to happen to me. Neither did i expect him to be like this. There's a knife in my heart. There really is. I dunno what should i do.
I gave him the 1st chance, the 2nd chance & within a mth his asking for the 3rd chance.. I dunno what should i do. Was on the phone with him from 2.30am till 4am. He had always treated me like a fool, an idiot from day 1. I was hopping that he will tell me the truth, at least to make me feel better & maybe i will forgive him. But instead he told me that he dunno if he should be with me back. Lies after lies to cover everything!
Spoke to Raymond on the phone ytd & told him everything that had happen. He called me an idiot. He know me & said that when there's a 1st & 2nd, the 3rd time will defintely happen. Maybe his right. From what i feel he wont gave up his ex or perphap is his gf now. His simply doing everything he can for her. Even when his with me. I dunno. I dun want to know too. Cuz i know that it will be a cruel truth. But i really feel so hurt. Im really very disppointed in him. At the same time im angry with myself for being a fool, an idiot. I hate myself & yes i do.
Glad there's ppl who show care & concern towards me. I dun even need to speak out & they will feel that im sad but why is it not him. His like a total stranger to me. I told him to stop all contact with me.
Bday wishes started throwing in 1 week before my bday. I have a very nice bday.
He smashed everything. Till this moment, my mind is in a lost! He gave me a very good bday present! A truth that i had never expect it to happen to me. Neither did i expect him to be like this. There's a knife in my heart. There really is. I dunno what should i do.
I gave him the 1st chance, the 2nd chance & within a mth his asking for the 3rd chance.. I dunno what should i do. Was on the phone with him from 2.30am till 4am. He had always treated me like a fool, an idiot from day 1. I was hopping that he will tell me the truth, at least to make me feel better & maybe i will forgive him. But instead he told me that he dunno if he should be with me back. Lies after lies to cover everything!
Spoke to Raymond on the phone ytd & told him everything that had happen. He called me an idiot. He know me & said that when there's a 1st & 2nd, the 3rd time will defintely happen. Maybe his right. From what i feel he wont gave up his ex or perphap is his gf now. His simply doing everything he can for her. Even when his with me. I dunno. I dun want to know too. Cuz i know that it will be a cruel truth. But i really feel so hurt. Im really very disppointed in him. At the same time im angry with myself for being a fool, an idiot. I hate myself & yes i do.
Glad there's ppl who show care & concern towards me. I dun even need to speak out & they will feel that im sad but why is it not him. His like a total stranger to me. I told him to stop all contact with me.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I drop into a well! @ 4:43 AM 
